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05 October 2020 @ 06:58 pm
Bonjour, and welcome to Viv's little writing pad. This is where she sends all her fics, a few poems and songs (and maybe some essays and such later on).

If you want an easier way to find your way around (wow, twice the same word), or if you're simply too lazy to search through hers fics, the archives section is my memories. Everything filed there is hers, unless you find entries marked under the keyword misc. Those are from outside this writing journal that she has found touching, funny, amusing, or downright CUUUUUTE! and whatever else you can think of and (mostly) has to do with slash/yaoi/shonen ai.

And yes, she does write het fics. They're just not all posted here yet (had yet the time to do so), but are on her ff.net account.

-Viv, aka childishgrin, offthesidelines or mystike forcemysmile

PS1. Before reading a fic, Viv strongly suggest that her readers take a look at the notes at its beginning so that they don't start screaming things like "ah! my virgin eyes!", "wtf? homo boys?" or "how dare you make my favorite character/person evil?!" and decide to sue her. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

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    Unsent Letters
    13 December 2013 @ 02:38 am
    If anyone's looking for me, you can find me on tumblr @ childishgrin (warning: lots of kpop and several fandoms + food posts).

    You can also contact me through twitter @ offthesidelines.

    I'm too lazy to repost everything here so until I do, you can read many of my more recent (mostly Shinee) fanfics at tumblr.
    Unsent Letters
    05 October 2010 @ 04:50 pm
    Who else thinks I need to post up all my fics from ff.net over here too?

    *scratches head*

    En tout cas, just to also say that my 'personal'-lj has recently gone from the very outdated-from-my-early-high-school-years-even-though-it-was-created-in-college mystike to the hey-since-I'm-starting-university-and-am-in-need-or-some-change forcemysmile.

    Mouais, mouais, mouais. C'est tout?

    C'est tout.

    *starts organizing her fics archive*

    -(a very sick) Viv
    [October 5, 2005]

    First time not posting a fic/poem here. Waoh.

    [edit - 18:53]
    I never realized how many entries for Simple Plan fics I had until now!

    Oooof, all I need now is to archive the rest of my stuff from ff.net over to here.
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    Unsent Letters
    03 February 2007 @ 05:50 pm
    I'm 22.

    Unsent Letters
    28 January 2007 @ 04:13 pm
    Title: Realization and Relief
    Author: Viv
    Genre: horror/angst/drama/romance/humour
    Rating: PG
    Fandom: xxxHolic [manga]
    Pairing: Doumeki/Watanuki
    Disclaimer: Hello! If it had been mine, there’d probably be smexin’ by now (or more appearances from our Legal Drug boys)!
    Author's Notes: To lunargeography for suggesting what I already in mind, and a wink to seizansha because I have somehow managed to slip in something she requested at doumekiwatanuki a few days ago. And to spurnd, an excellent fellow writer from a RPS fandom which we've both more or less deserted for a while now. Ooops. XD I think she just took her first plunge into the xxxHolic fic world as an author.
    Summary: Doumeki had paused and blinked, wondered where his train of thoughts was taking him, why he felt relieved. [oneshot - companion/slightly prequel-ish to Realization]

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    January 28, 2007

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    Unsent Letters
    20 January 2007 @ 09:33 pm
    Title: Realization
    Author: Viv
    Genre: horror/angst/drama/romance/humour (in that order)
    Rating: PG
    Fandom: xxxHolic [manga]
    Pairing: Watanuki/Doumeki
    Disclaimer: Hello! If it had been mine, there’d probably be smexin’ by now (or more appearances from our Legal Drug boys)!
    Summary: Watanuki remembers the first time he realized it. [oneshot]

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    January 20, 2007

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    [edit|Jan21:] Lots of corrections and small additions done. Whew. I never knew I could write horror.
    Unsent Letters
    03 October 2006 @ 12:03 pm
    Title: Childhood Memories
    Author: Viv
    Genre: drama/angst/romance/humor
    Rating: PG-13
    Fandom: Fruits Basket [manga]
    Pairing: Yuki/Kyo
    Disclaimer: Furuba would’ve been completely screwed up since the beginning had it belonged to me.
    Summary: “Shi-chaaaaan! Kyon-kichi is so mean to meeee!" [multi-chaptered: (01) (02) (03) (04) (05)]

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    October 2, 2006

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    Unsent Letters
    14 September 2006 @ 01:36 pm

    This is a special post to this normally fics/stories-only journal.

    I didn't think that I would post an entry so fast... and that it would not be a fic, but about something so horrific.

    What happened yesterday at Dawson College was just sick. I can't believe something like this would happen in Montreal again.

    I was at my third/last class of the day yesterday, when a guy rushed in at 2h40 (five min before class start), he plopped down at a seat, said that there was so much trouble getting to Loyola Campus before gasping out, freaking: "There was a shooting at Dawson!" before going on about how he couldn't believe something like this could happen in Mtl now. A few minutes later, a girl on her laptop said that a gunman comitted suicide and that the number of victims was still exactly unknown.

    When class started, almost half of the class was noticeably absent. The guy told the teacher why many would probably not show up, and the rest of the class went in a bit of shock.

    I kept thinking "do i know someone who attends Dawson now?" and couldn't think of anyone who was currently a student there but for some reason I kept going over and over names of my friends over and over again, wondering why I was kinda anxious... before it dawned on me that one of my closest friends Aleks olka05 studied there!

    I managed to call her on my way home and was relieved to find out that she wasn't directly on campus at the time of the shooting, and only nearby (Place Alexis Nihon) and that she was safe and without a scratch. I mean, I can't even imagine what it'd be like just to be there, just hearing the gunshoots. I think that alone can be enough to emotionally scar someone for a good while. And I can't help to think about how the first year students must have felt.

    I've never been to Dawson (I studied at Vanier College before attending Concordia University) though I've had a few friends study there, but Vanier and Danwon was often closely linked and I kept help but feel horrified at what has happened. I'm glad that the downtown Concordia (Sir George Willams) campus was somewhat quick and able to support some of the students and their parents who came running at the news. Had I had any classes downtown, I think I would have been anxious for quite a while being on campus. Just watching the cellvids that some students managed to take makes me nervous.

    My dad told me yesterday evening that he had freaked out when hearing the news before remembering I was at Concordia... and then he freaked out again, worried that I possibly had classes downtown and was nearby the chaos so when I called him back before my third class for an unrelated matter (financial aid), he was relieved.

    My sympathies to the Dawson peoples, the victims and their families and friends, and especially to those who must cope with the death of the 18 years old female student, who passed away at the hospital during the night. I also hope that those in critical condition will pull through.

    For more info, pics and vids, in headlines (or on homepage and related news):
    -CTV (http://www.ctv.ca/gallery/html/montreal_shooting_20060912/photo_0.html)
    -CBC (http://www.cbc.ca/photogallery/_canada.html?dataPath=/photogallery/canada/gallery_62/xml/gallery_62.xml)
    -MSN (http://news.sympatico.msn.ca/SpecialFeatures/Articles/DawsonCollege)
    -Yahoo (http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/13092006/2/national-dawson-college-gunfire-revives-horrific-memories-montreal-massacre.html)
    -Gazette (http://www.canada.com/montrealgazette/news/story.html?id=1dc31f5a-940d-4147-b5c7-d693b38f4f35&k=66350)
    -Le Devoir (http://www.ledevoir.com/2006/09/14/118116.html)
    -La Presse (http://www.cyberpresse.ca/)
    -24 heures (http://montreal.24heures.ca/)

    crossposted at forcemysmile and offthesidelines
    Unsent Letters
    01 September 2006 @ 06:44 pm
    Title: Watching
    Author: Viv
    Genre: slight angst/drama/humor
    Rating: G
    Fandom: xxxHolic [manga]
    Pairing: suggested Doumeki/Watanuki
    Disclaimer: Hello! If it had been mine, there’d probably be smexin’ by now (or more appearances from our Legal Drug boys)!
    Summary: Yuuko watches them all the time. [oneshot]

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    September 01, 2006
    Unsent Letters
    02 June 2006 @ 01:11 pm
    Subject: fanart SLAM DUNK - manip/color
    Artist: Viv, childishgrin/offthesidelines/forcemysmile
    Fandom: [Slam Dunk]
    Pairing: HanaRu
    Warning: nothing.

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